I can’t tell you anything
about the space between obsession and indifference.
I’ve spent most of my life enslaved by one
while pretending to have the other.
That’s the game
even after the game is over,
and you take a win home with you
happily and ever after.
Even after ever saying it could never be you.
You will try on Crazy
like a bodysuit tailored
just for this special occasion that is,
the rest of your life
J. Swift 